steadydiet fic archive
...pass the jaoi!

WELCOME
Happy reading, Justijoshis!
I've adored Justice ever since I discovered their music videos through watching D.A.N.C.E and On 'n' On, which aired heavily on ABC's music programme, RAGE
I started reading and writing slash about Gaspard and Xavier as a means of understanding how they depict themselves in journalistic media. There are quite a lot of interviews that are prime material for shipping, so one day, I started writing fanfiction in a journal - and it hasn't stopped. I never intended to share these initially, but curiosity got the better of me and it killed the cat in many ways! I'm not the best when it comes to sharing or being a bit too public in a fandom, I had a lot of fun but I'd like to step back and fly under the radar. Still, I'm grateful for the learning experience.
My portrayals of them are by no means to offend, they're just pure creative self-indulgence and by no means accurate; but rather, it is my way of examining their relationship, music, and public personas - to twist their dynamics and extensive lore into various scenarios.
About
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Please respect my privacy. These fics are hidden for a reason, do not share these publicly.
General RPF disclaimers - do not show members of the band or anyone associated with them.
This site contains 18+ NSFW content. browse wisely.
JULY 2025: Long time no see! This site now has dark mode, yay! Some updates are well overdue, some older work will be edited/refined, still plenty more to upload from my archive. I'm working on a new instalment of the B-Sides series and a smutty mile high club fic that is pure toxic yaoi with an unhappy ending - not for the faint hearted. There will also be a new chapter of Shut Up And Drive since @aetherhue is finally free from university exams, and hopefully a femstice oneshot or two! I've been a bit under the weather, but I hope to roll these out soon. I've also made this tracker for all my upcoming work. Thanks for reading and all the lovely comments on tumblr! x
APRIL 2025: Brief unretirement. I posted three works for the 50 Word Ficlets challenge, hosted by the lovely folks at Justfics. It's a fun challenge, open to all regardless of skill level. I'd love to see more community participation and fandom challenges like this, it's the one thing I miss from writing for big fandoms such as Hannibal. Much love to nicante and bathshebas for running this event!
NOVEMBER 2024: I removed my fics for the sake of privacy and personal comfort. I'm not great with fandoms or putting my fics out there at all! I write solely for myself, so I created this quiet space to share my work without feeling stressed. So far, I really like it. That said, I really appreciate everyone that has commented, drawn fanart, read or expressed interest in my writing, whether on ao3, tumblr or elsewhere. This is still a huge work in progress and I have a big backlog to upload. Rest assured, the megadrive will also continue to see updates alongside this website.
Updates
- b-side to your heartbeat
- Gaspard
- M/M
- Explicit
- 4,383
part two of b-sides of a heartbeat
- untitled
- Gaspard
- F/F
- Explicit
- Draft
“I’d like to keep this on,” Xavier murmured, sweet as sugar, as she slipped into Gaspard’s discard leather jacket.OR: Gaspard and Xavier visit a love hotel.
- under tides
- Xavier
- F/F
- Explicit
- Halloween 2025
She washed ashore with nought but a silver coin clutched to her breast and splintered memories to sift. White sand trickled through her fingers like coarse liquid, the sensation soothing and familiar.OR: Xavier encounters a myth.
- hyperphantasia
- Gaspard
- M/M
- Mature
- Character Study
- Draft
Ah, tis' love that makes the world go round...OR: Gaspard and E.T have a conversation.
part three of b-sides of a heartbeat
- presence
- Gaspard
- M/M
- Explicit
- Gothic Romance/Bodice Ripper
- Draft
- the tides of your touch
- Xavier
- M/M
- Explicit
- 2563
- Incomplete
He wonders, briefly, if Gaspard ensures they’re seated here on every flight. Economy class, two rows from the wings, just enough distance from the cabin crew, and no room for secrecy across the aisle.Gaspard doesn't deserve such modesty.
- shut up and drive
- Xavier
- F/F
- Explicit
- AU - Fire (Justice Music Video)
- 6886
- Incomplete
After a long day in the sun, Gaspard takes the wheel.OR: a femstice road-trip romcom, with a smutty re-imagining of the fire music video.
- kisses of fire
- Xavier
- M/M
- Teen & Up
- 1531
Gaspard is a gunshot heard across a silent universe of two lonely souls searching for one another, his very essence the rhythm that flows through Xavier’s veins.OR: The one where Xavier learns some things are worth changing.
part one of b-sides of a heartbeat
- our name, in liner notes
- Xavier
- M/M
- Mature
- 1184
Gaspard was a sculpture of dairy-maid skin coated in summer dew, droplets of coconut juice dripping down his messy beard, standing with his head high, hairy chest puffed out.OR: Xavier reconciles within himself.
- neuneu
- Uffie
- Oneshot
- Character Study
- AU - SciFi/Bounty Hunters
- Complete - On Hiatus
Baby Diva teams up with an unlikely friend.OR: You read compelling jaoi as perceived through the eyes of Uffie.
- bow wow wow!
- Chuck
- Oneshot
- AU - SciFi/Bounty Hunters
- Complete - On Hiatus
Sir Chuck de Rosnay, hero of Paris, endeavours to protect his best friend.OR: You read a compelling character study of Xavier de Rosnay through the eyes of his dog.
- kiss me goodbye
- Xavier
- M/M
- Explicit
- 6,433
- AU - SciFi/Bounty Hunters
- Complete - On Hiatus
There was something intriguing about her; a woman without a name, alone and abandoned, with chipped paint that adorned her wings like battle scars, bullet holes in the windscreen, and faded bloodstains on the driver’s seat.OR: The one where they're bounty hunters in space.
- dentures & dementia
- Xavier
- M/M
- Mature
- 4,300
Gaspard was clumsy then, or, well, more inept than the Gaspard of now, he should say. Long limbs but no grace, a newborn foal stumbling in hay.OR: The one where they are genuinely old.
- a little hatred
- Gaspard
- M/M
- General
- 50
- push yourself into my mind
- Xavier
- M/M
- Explicit
- 50
- does your husband know?
- Xavier
- M/M
- Explicit
- 50
- persona
- Xavier
- M/M
- General
- 700
If one listens closely enough, they may learn a thing or two; something real, something tangible, an unobscured truth that lies close to his heart.OR: Xavier reveals himself to the only person that matters.